Ajahn Sucitto
Day 3 – Well Being is the Shape of the Heart – An Online Retreat
A meditation to develop the ability to play, make mistakes, try again.
Day 3 – Well Being is the Shape of the Heart – An Online Retreat
A meditation to develop the ability to play, make mistakes, try again.
Day 3 – Well Being is the Shape of the Heart – An Online Retreat
Without pushing forward, without having a goal, experience the motion and flow of walking. Allow citta to pick up the embodied signal in movement – and come home.
Day 3 – Well Being is the Shape of the Heart – An Online Retreat
Shape 5 Aspiration Drives the Vehicle (50:55) 17 Jan 2022
We’re looking for the end of suffering, for the possibility of bringing forth what’s good. This is the realm of citta, it wishes to do good. This body is just a tool, to do good deeds with, to work with this person, rather than being it. It’s a vehicle to bring forth the good, the true, the beautiful. Don’t be deceived by appearances, this is a transformation. Bring forth your aspiration vehicle.
Day 3 – Well Being is the Shape of the Heart – An Online Retreat
Standing Meditation: The body has an intelligence that can’t be figured out by the mind. It can find the place of least stress and effort, and establish balance. In this way, embodiment moderates the mind.
Day 3 – Well Being is the Shape of the Heart – An Online Retreat
00:30 Questions about meditation; 16:01 What is awareness of awareness? Difference in mano, manas, citta and viññāṇa; 26:00 How to deal with impatience and restlessness; 30:27 How to know if I’m cultivating well; 31:37 Obsessive compulsive disorder; 36:47 Meditation on the 32 parts of the body; 39:54 When thoughts stop and fade away; 41:10 How to deal with death and loss; 43:20 Standing meditation; 45:02 Easier to recognize some feelings but not others; 48:42 Conditionality, saṇkhāra and the aggregates.
Day 4 – Well Being is the Shape of the Heart – An Online Retreat
When your heart becomes buried under thought, or you can’t manage what’s happening, then you need your body to bring you back. Body provides the steadying effect that allows the heart to come out. The other approach is through kindness, the ability to maintain presence, pausing and lingering whilst waiting for the heart’s response. This is how we begin to put aside the reactions and compulsiveness, and find our way out of the tangled web of confusion and distraction.
Day 4 – Well Being is the Shape of the Heart – An Online Retreat
Q&A (41:14) 18 Jan 2022
00:06 Mind in body or body in mind; 01:31 Citta voice and thinking mind voice – how to bring them together; 03:12 Mind storm leads to confusion, compulsive thoughts; 05:51 Sleeplessness, especially accompanied with anxiety; 08:02 how to ensure qualities like love are not coming from self-centeredness or craving; 11:09 Fear around upcoming surgery; 13:34 Losing the balance of mind when overcome with pain; 20:22 Others means of practice in addition to meditation; 21:59 Practicing meditation with the aim of attaining jhānas; 27:04 Getting a sense of pīti during meditation; 34:55 If there’s no self who inherits the karmic residues from past lives; 36:51 discernment vs judgment.
Day 4 – Well Being is the Shape of the Heart – An Online Retreat
Natural walking has a smooth and self-synchronizing quality. It gives the mind a place to sit where it feels satisfied and doesn’t run out. This is the direction of samādhi.
Day 4 – Well Being is the Shape of the Heart – An Online Retreat